MoTiF??

WEIRD. pelik. kenapa buat aku macam ni?

if there's been a CHANGE of plan, why not just say so.

if you just want to SHOVE me from the plan also u may SAY it.

at least i can try to LIVE with it.

right. maybe i'm just someone whom u gives a LIFT.

then it is wise to tell what i should do and just DITCH me.

it's so annoying. knowing that i DESERVE an explanation.

fine. so i thought what we had is something PRICELESS.

something to be VALUED. then i guess i should be CAREFUL next time.

only there will NOT be any next time. that is for SURE.

a very CLOSE friend of mine once said that the best REVENGE is HAPPINESS. for that i am happy with my life right now. surrounded by all my LOVED ones.

p/s : now whose being MEAN? aku KE dia?

THANK YOU

Alhamdulillah.. aku diberi kesempatan untuk bernafas sehingga hari ini di kala usia menginjak ke angka-25. Terima kasih buat kawan2 yang selama ini bersama-sama mengharungi liku2 kehidupan (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BABES!!). This entry is dedicated especially to EVERY SPECIAL person in my entire life. You all have colored my life beautifully and i appreciated it so much. And thank you ALLAH for the most amazing gift that u gave me.. thank YOU. i hope this day will be a new starts for a better me. SYUKRAN~

p/s: aku sangat menyayangi kalian~ sepenuh hatiku. Mmuahh!! (sila layankan entryku yang berbunga-bunga ya sbb sesungguhnya, my heart is full of LOVE right now ^_^)

hope u entertained.

i hope u feel happy after u making fun of me.

i hope u feel satisfied when u r done laughing at me.

i just couldn't hope for more.

maybe i am your last resort.

but thankfully u are not mine.

for that, i am GLAD.

thank u so much for the entertainment.

Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum semua.

Alhamdulillah baba telah menjalani operasi stenting.

Mula-mula, prosedur angiogram dibuat dulu.

Baba ada satu total blockage kat blood vessel dia.

Dengan izin Allah, the block can be open sikit allowing the doctor to put a stent.

Stenting operation was followed right after that.

Only ALLAH knew our fear at that moment. Mine, mama and baba mostly.

Sesungguhnya, ketika itulah aku merasa benar-benar kerdil.

Benar-benar tidak berupaya dan menyerahkan segala-galanya di tangan tuhan.

Pujian bagi Allah sekalian alam yang telah memanjangkan lagi usia baba.

Memberiku peluang untuk berbakti dan membalas jasa baba.

Alhamdulillah, syukur yang tak terhingga kupanjatkan pada Allah Rabbul Izzati.

I have a month to be baba's nurse now. hehe. ^_^

But this patient is so degil tau. Dia bukan nak berpantang makan.

During his stay in IJN, he will ask us to bring outside food for him.

Pesakit lain berehat-rehat di rumah lepas operation, but guess what.

Baba is going to karnival MAHA tomorrow. Haha.

Here he comes.

Ya Allah,

ampunkankanlah dosa kedua-dua orang tuaku,

berkatilah mereka, murahkanlah rezeki mereka,

panjangkanlah usia mereka dan

lindungilah mereka dari sebarang bahaya.

Amin ya rabbal'alamin.‘

ANGIOGRAM

Baba ada di IJN. Tomorrow, pkul 10pagi, baba akan di 'angiogram' kan. Its a medical imaging to visualize the inside of the blood vessel. Prosedur ni adalah perlu untuk melihat status saluran darah seseorang. To check, dah tersumbat sikit ke, banyak ke..and whether perlu atau tidak dijalankan bypass surgery. 3 years back on 20o7, baba dah buat angiogram ni. Tapi dulu doktor cuma letak stent je. Tapi letak stent JE pun, ada TIGA stent. Basically, stent ni macam a tube put in your blood vessel to hold or open the passage. Whatever it is, angiogram ni dilakukan either through your veins kat pergelangan tangan tu, or, saluran darah di pangkal peha. From wherever it is, i just hope ALLAH minimize the pain or make it painless as possible. I just couldn't imagine the agony. T_T Please, please, please pray for the wellness of my dad, ya. bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah. *all the medical definition stated is only based on my ordinary thinking understanding sahaja ya..

Setelah Sekian Lama

Assalamualaikum w.b.t



Lama sungguh aku tinggalkan blog kesayangan aku ni. Dari aku habis study, aku start kerja, aku grad, dah nak raya, tak update2 lagi ek.. sabar je la..Let me state my fact here. Kehidupan org yg bekerja sangat memenatkan. Just experienced it. Giler ah.. bulan pertama kedua bekerja mmg aku stress nak mampus. Alhamdulillah i passed it. tak sangka aku berjaya juga melalui the crucial moment itu. Siyesly, aku sgt ttekan dgn pentadbir dan kerja2 pengkeranian yg mbuatkan aku xde masa nk merangka pengajaran aku!


Nak tau, aku kena mengajar subjek Bahasa Melayu! bukanla aku tak tau ckp melayu, but aku dah lupe la tatabahasa dan struktur ayat utk mengajar dgn betul kan..hehe. Anyway, don't worry. Aku dah revise balik and i'm up to the challenge. Cabarannya ialah, aku kena mengajar BM kpd murid tahun 2 dan 3 yg berbangsa india dan cina yg rendah kosa katanya. Sebenarnya, murid2 ni bukan apa, kurang menggunakan BM sebagai bahasa pengantara, sbb tu la lemah kosa kata. So, what i did was, semua murid mesti bercakap BM masa kelas aku. Plus aku buat banyak action, perlakuan untuk menyatakan sesuatu perkataan. All in all, aku tgk budak2 tu smua ada la peningkatan yg positif. hehe.Apa2 pun, aku sgt bersyukur kpd Yg Maha Esa krn mberi aku ruang dan peluang utk berbakti pada ibu bapa dan anak bangsa. Alhamdulullah. Chow for now!



*Since today is the 11th day of Ramadhan, i wish uols Selamat Berpuasa dan Selamat Berbuka!!

the end of 2009

assalamualaikum everyone.
how r u guys been doing? fine? I hope u all have been great~ can u believe, it's already December 2o09. yes, im done with my study. done, but not finish yet. there's a lot of learning to do in my life. so, for sure it's not the end. for the time being, i'm still in Perak. at my home. still waiting for the posting letter. but my stuff is still in kL. i didn't bring it back home coz i want it to be sent to where will i b posted. so that my belongings wont bersepah2 in my house rite now boz we ourselves baru je moved in. so u can guess how our house looks like, kan? urghh. i hate waiting. penat seh. bila la nk tau result nih..