My Engagement Day

note: entry was written a year later. 31st December 2012

My engagement day. I never thought the day will come at the final year of 2011. My relationship is only 7-months old. Is this the right decision? Am i ready? Is he the right one? Honestly, i don't know. But, what i do know is, my parents accept him. His family accept me. And we love and care for each other. That's enough for me. My heart is blossoming. My best friend Akilin is here beside me and the day before, we went for Azu's solemnization. What a bliss.

my fiend Ido does my make up. i love it.

my wing woman, Akilin

my sireh junjung

The story behind this sireh junjung is, Akilin and I made this the night before the ceremony. I actually went to a bridal shop just to have a piece of idea of what i'm supposed to do. And this is the result thanks to Akilin!!

Here's my hantarans. What i love about it is, i borrowed the lovely bekas hantaran from my darling, Izza which she used on her wedding ceremony. And the decorations is purely handmade. 

sejadah & tasbih

biskut raya from mcik salmah

choc almond chunks by bik n

songkok & kain pelikat lalalala

kek durian by bik salmah & paman zam

fruits

manisan from mcik ani

kisses chocs

terima kasih buat keluarga tersayang kerana menjayakan majlis ini. juga buat bik enah yang telah menaja tempat untuk majlis iaitu kat homestay barunya. terima kasih kepada paman zam dan bik salmah kerana sudi menyediakan kek yang sedap belaka.

durian puff

durian cake

aiskrim goyang

my darlings
zatil-gg-izza

hantarans from his side

my opah (arwah) came to my engagement with mak teh

the happy faces of my parents. thank you mama, baba.

my then fiance. now my husband, the LOVE of my life

Review 2010

note: entry was written so much later. on december 2012

My 2010

Aku mula berbakti sebagai guru di Johor Bahru. Tak tau nak describe macam mana perasaanku masa tu. Seronok? mungkin sbb nasib baik tak dapat Sabah Sarawak. Sedih? jauh kot JB tuh. Lagi pun masa tu family aku dah start pindah balik Gopeng. Imagine the journey. arghhh. Relieved? nasib baik ada 6 (me, fanee, syida, zatie, shaa & fafa) orang classmate aku yg dapat posting JB jugak. hehehe. (currently tinggal 4. fafa balik kuantan & shaa pindah perak)

my parents & i

my roomates of 5 years

me-fanee-qilin

Aku memulakan kehidupan bekerjaya aku (ewah) dgn semangat yang jitu! peh. hahaha. My lovelife pulak, my mom set me up with this guy, so aku pun decided to go with the flow.. Selama aku di Johor tahun tu, aku banyak menghabiskan masa dgn Fanee. Balik kampung dia, pergi kenduri sedara dia, i even went to Singapore dengan dia..hehe. Thank u Fanee.

me n my frens with the somebody somewhere

konvo in IPBA

bajet hot!

Lain-lain cerita on 2010, aku sibuk di sekolah. Yep, basically, i am SO VERY DEDICATED on my first year. Budak baru la katakan...tak pandai lagi..hihi. On the weekend, i spend my days at Fanee's. Tak dapat nak balik Gopeng selalu, masih kena berjimat cermat. And IZZA my besties got enganged. And i'm not there. Why? because i went for school's camping. Sedih, kan? Sorry, dear. Here's a capture of what i miss.

Finally, at when the end of 2010 was getting near. My lovelife comes to an end. Let's just say that, tak ada jodoh, nak buat macam mana, kan. Sad? a little bit. Relived? maybe. Mungkin kerana itu, i don't drown myself too long. Thankfully dah akhir tahun and being around with family really makes me forget whatever bad feelings. 

piknik di Lata Kinjang dgn family Ammu Azmi & Acik Chey

snorkling @ Pulau Pangkor with Darul Hikmah clan

Lastly, aku telah berjaya melebarkan diriku..huhuhu. 

Bahagia, bukan? Itu sahaja review aku tahun 2010.

Tata

Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum semua.

Alhamdulillah baba telah menjalani operasi stenting.

Mula-mula, prosedur angiogram dibuat dulu.

Baba ada satu total blockage kat blood vessel dia.

Dengan izin Allah, the block can be open sikit allowing the doctor to put a stent.

Stenting operation was followed right after that.

Only ALLAH knew our fear at that moment. Mine, mama and baba mostly.

Sesungguhnya, ketika itulah aku merasa benar-benar kerdil.

Benar-benar tidak berupaya dan menyerahkan segala-galanya di tangan tuhan.

Pujian bagi Allah sekalian alam yang telah memanjangkan lagi usia baba.

Memberiku peluang untuk berbakti dan membalas jasa baba.

Alhamdulillah, syukur yang tak terhingga kupanjatkan pada Allah Rabbul Izzati.

I have a month to be baba's nurse now. hehe. ^_^

But this patient is so degil tau. Dia bukan nak berpantang makan.

During his stay in IJN, he will ask us to bring outside food for him.

Pesakit lain berehat-rehat di rumah lepas operation, but guess what.

Baba is going to karnival MAHA tomorrow. Haha.

Here he comes.

Ya Allah,

ampunkankanlah dosa kedua-dua orang tuaku,

berkatilah mereka, murahkanlah rezeki mereka,

panjangkanlah usia mereka dan

lindungilah mereka dari sebarang bahaya.

Amin ya rabbal'alamin.‘

ANGIOGRAM

Baba ada di IJN. Tomorrow, pkul 10pagi, baba akan di 'angiogram' kan. Its a medical imaging to visualize the inside of the blood vessel. Prosedur ni adalah perlu untuk melihat status saluran darah seseorang. To check, dah tersumbat sikit ke, banyak ke..and whether perlu atau tidak dijalankan bypass surgery. 3 years back on 20o7, baba dah buat angiogram ni. Tapi dulu doktor cuma letak stent je. Tapi letak stent JE pun, ada TIGA stent. Basically, stent ni macam a tube put in your blood vessel to hold or open the passage. Whatever it is, angiogram ni dilakukan either through your veins kat pergelangan tangan tu, or, saluran darah di pangkal peha. From wherever it is, i just hope ALLAH minimize the pain or make it painless as possible. I just couldn't imagine the agony. T_T Please, please, please pray for the wellness of my dad, ya. bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah. *all the medical definition stated is only based on my ordinary thinking understanding sahaja ya..

heLLo there!!

Assalamualaikum and haiii!!!!
meet my new family member,
Husna my cousin!!
aren't she adOabLe??

okay, Husna ni anak bik Temah, my youngest aunt on my mom's side.
Husna was born a day b4 my mom's birthday, last 6 August 09.
*if im not mistaken*

HeLLo y'all!! Husna dah bangun ni~~

kita minum dulu, k? hausla...hehehe

Kak Long *me* : alalala kuchi kuchi kuchi~~~
Husna: tak dapek la nk layan, gua ngantuk neh...
heheheheh

sEe??? kan Husna da ckp td...ngantukk..
belum smpat apa2, dia dh tidur...haishh~~

Oh, patut la Husna tidur nyenyak je... ada geng tidur ek..
*Husna's sleeps with her atuk*
hihihhiihi

sshhhh~~ kite roger n out dulu k?? *wink*